bahahaha i kene high fever

38.8<- my body temperature. the doctor said its HIGH! i batuk, selsema, pening, hot, hahaha.. and tomorrow is my big day! ITS CHORUL SPEAKING COMPETITION!!!! ARGHHH , i have no voice, im sick , im so so so unready... wish me luck dear! i cried bcuz i thought i cant make it to the competition.. idk, myb its UJIAN from God.. i hope tomorrow i'll wake up feeling better.

my life is suck

idk laaa why today i dont have my usuall energy. i barely smile, i dont talk much, my muscle are tired, i dont feel like to eat, i'm so depressed on wats going on in my life.. what laaa... thats all i can say. yes i did cry just now, just to release some emotion(thats getting heavier evrytime i tried to 'tahan') shit! yesterday, i dont sleep well(nyamuk punye pasal laa) then, i woke up at 6 am that was not my usuall wake up call. at school, i tried to speak, to laugh but.. hmmph. okaylaa.. i didnt fight with those guy today.. we all baik2 hari ni.. c.s pun okay td cuz our teacher was checking on us. the competiton is on FRIDAY! ohhh... aftr c.s i got taek class,, damn tired.. we did sparing alot of time and my body all hurt.. at home i fought with my bro n mum.. juz a little misunderstanding... THEY DONT UNDERSTAND ME! arghhh.. balik lepak jap pastu mulelaa kerja rumah.. i kene lipat BAPAK banyak gile baju ats katil tersedia.. basuh baju n jemur (walaupun da malam) kalau x my mum ungkit2.. so buatlaa sendiri.. then dlm sinki ade bnyk cawan pinggan kotor.. kenelaa cuci.. yelaa i'm a BIBIK.. so wat can i do.. i buat dgn badan yg sengal2 penat gler.. my mum cam x kesah cuz die ckp tu kerja i.. my mum buat chocolate chip today, i tak tolong.. bcuz i bnyk bnd x settle lagi.. nota kh, hmwrk math .. i da merajuk ngan my mum so i nak suro syazana ajar tomorow... n the worst part is " nobody tries to cheer me up!"

bodonye...

kejadian dalam KELAS

hari ni cam bodo.. gadoh ngan mangkuk mirza beribu kali, gadoh ngan ayun asyraf berjuta kali!
xtau nak ckp ape tp mmg geram.. varsya bwk JBRO nye poster than she gave it to me. i hide it but they still can smell it. so diorang ambil and conteng muke JBRO! xdelah marah tp diorang annoying glerr.. pastu diorang koyak kecik2 and buang kat lantai. i marah laa cuz kat lantai meja i! then i ambil penyapu so i sapu and sampah i threw it kat meja asyraf! and then mule lahh gadoh cam org bodo.. mmg bodo gler.. loshini x habis2 gelak cam monyet "uh ah uh ah"(buat sound monyet) hahaha.. sorry losh i still love u! kiteorg gadoh ngan penyapu cam endon.. dala penyapu baru, and agak berhabuk.. yg mangsa nye HAFIZ!! sorry hafizz... hafiz da bnyk kali jd org tengah bile i gadoh ngan asyraf and mirza.. kesian ouh die.. hahha .. sarah? entahla dia nmpk ke tak.. esok2 i crite habis2 kat die... mirza ade ckp yg asyraf x habis2 kutok zaleha.. mmgla!!! otak die otk dolphin.. (wait2, dolphin, smart aite?) hahha papelaa.. yg penting, i .... ermmm.. papelaa ... malas nak crite.

kejadian dekat ANJUNG (c.s)

ouh today c.s like usuall , scream, laugh, and STUPID jokes..
nothing to tell anymore

myb u still dont know me

ZALEHA azlan

i am a very funny , loud, energetic , crazy, and sometimes idiot too.. but thats wat yall saw from the outside. my inside is, im humble, confident, moody, cries ALOT, loves attention from people, loving, caring, and take things seriously especially prayers, studies, and parents.. Datuk Fazillah Kamsah once told that if a child looks like her father, it means she is "her father"... u get wat i meant?
i'm more likely my dad. he's my idol. he's confident in front of people myb bcuz he was raised by a policeman n myb too bcuz he was athlete and he had studied at Canada. he met alot of people and they like him. my dad is my idol bcuz, he is a positive thinker. he never give up and always believe everything happened for a reason.
my mom? she's the closest person to me. i'd never hide anything from her altough my admires. thats wat so special about us, and it doesnt happen to everyone. she's beautiful, her english is awesome, she's a soft person but a tough speaker. hahaha... u nvr wanna listen to her NAGS!
she respects my dad more than anything, yaa bcuz she loves him. i dont get how can a husband live with a wife who always complains about everything. i know when im grow up i will be like my mom. ^_~

today early in d morning, im kinda moody. thinking about wat happend yesterday. uwais, whoever he is, he chased me in my way back from chorul speaking.. he asked whether the gossip about i like asyraf is true? so i replied harshly " Mana ade aku suke die!" i ws in a bad mood that time bcuz i was exhausted for we have to stay back another hour. he said, are u angry? then i became angrier " can u please stop all this nonsense! i dont wanna talk about it!" believe me,idk how the news spread. and i hate it. im not a celeb. (perasan)
so today, the stupid thing kept on playing in my mind and it didnt stop! aftr a while things get better. math class, math teacher , she scolded me for 1 minor reason! " WHY THE PHOTOSTET MONEY STILL NOT WITH HER!" so i told her " our class teacher said she'll pay u" . but she didnt listen to it! arghh!!!! mirza pulak ckp " hape punye class moniter!" i ngan nada yg teramat angry giler marah die " DAH KORANG X NAK KUAR DUIT, AKU MINTAK LAH KAT CLASS TEACHER!" mangkuk tul..

the rest of the day, i still in my not so good mood but i covered it up with unsinceresly laughter!

nak letak gambar

seriously, i wanna put picture but the problem isss , all of em are "free hair".. so?

krurrk, kruurrk bunyi STOMACHache

arghhh! gua da nak matiiii... goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend, you have been the one, you have been the one for meeee...
haha, my stomach n my heart ACHE last friday. idk how. after i woke up, i felt like im going to faint + dizzy + STOMACHACHE + vomit + die. and im not kidding this time. i cant talk n i cant hear wat people said . ouh it HURTS alot! honestly, i was praying that God will forgive all my sins n let me die in peace. alhamdulillah i havent die. losh called me but i cant talk. i was just nodding to wtever she said in the phone. get it? sarah, she sms me to go clinic but my dad said, it was just probably because you'll getting fever. WART? come on! i'm half dead! now, the pain still there, but im still hanging on. ...


last FRIDAY at SCHOOL,
okay nothing gempak happened. my mom came n took my report card. my marks??? hehehehhh ohpliz, im not a genius. one not so gempak but boleh dikatekan gempak thing happend. mirza's dad showed up n he's SCARYIEEE... i could hear my heart pounded faster that day.. ouuuhhh his face was like a BOOGEYMANNN... his voice ARGHH, kills my ear...
ceh, main2 jelaaa.. bpak die okay. garang cam bpak laen... kalau my dad ade, die xkan tunjuk yg die garang pnyer... cool laa bpk mirzaaa...

DIE? WHEN?

lately, i tend to be not interested anymore in life. the reason is "death"... i'm glad that after i met this guy, he keeps on saying bout religion things and somehow, it stab me a lil bit. i tried to be like before wheres i really into songs, love life, people's life n alot of crazy things but now, it seems to fade away slowly. everyday i walk to skool, the things that will cross my mind is "am i gonna die today?" okay you might think i am trying to scare you by telling you this kind of things but take it easy, everyone will die aite? the differences is how will we die? that's my point!